Loosing your mother. How unimaginable. It is one of the most tragic things that can happen in a person’s life especially when it’s much earlier than expected. A family friend lost her mother to years of cancer last night and it broke my heart. This woman was so full of joy and so loving. She used to call us all cherubs when we were little and bake beautiful food. Their house was so full of love. Such tragedies remind me not to dwell on negativity with those you hold close. Surround yourself with the optimistic, the driven and the loving. There is never a reason to dwell on the petty because those who truly love will be there for all your joy.
Wasn’t invited out…so you send me snachats of the entire night. Heartbreaking everytime. On another note. Had an amazing week with incredible people! Colin and Bec are incredible. I’m so happy to have finished this degree and celebrate with so many I love. Even having my brothers graduation Friday and going into town to say goodbye to Colin were incredible. I’m now knackered though. Still might go to the grand tonight. Woooooo
I have a week and a half till the biggest 45 minutes of my entire degree. I’m having a panic attack and my body has started messing up and I’ve been so busy this year that I’ve fucked up my relationships with the most important people in my life because I’m always to busy. Now the one night I really need them there they won’t be. Which is understandable when I could never be there for them. Hating myself for being such a shit person at the moment. Yay for uni ruining lives.